Missing those days

i have a younger brother. But i always wish to have two elder brothers since i was a kid. I would ask my mom to gave birth to an elder brother for me which is highly impossible. Luckily, i am close to my two elder brothers (my cousin), Enrico Caspar (now 19 y.o.) and Marco Caspar (now 21 y.o.) They used to play with me at my house and sometimes stay the night!

I used to follow Enrico wherever he went, even to the toilet. Because i spent a lot of my childhood days with him, i can play football because he taught me and often ask me to join him and his friends to play football on the field near our grandma’s house back then.

We literally play football anywhere, we even play football beside our grandpa’s graveyard because there is

Nowadays, we've all grown up and have our own busyness. Once a year, we still visited our grandma's house and stay the night together, play capsa and call McDonalds.Until now, i don't want to attend events like family gathering, wedding receptions and stuffs like that if they both don't come. We aren't as close as we were because meeting up was hard to do. I miss them and i wish i could go back to when we were younger